Step 6 of 8 · Release Perfectionism & Pressure
Shame and High Achievement
Shame and High Achievement
Step 6 · 13 min
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Think of the last time you received genuine praise for something you worked hard on.
How long did the good feeling last?
For most people in the hidden pressure: not long. Maybe hours. Maybe a day. And then the baseline restlessness returned — and the next achievement became the one that would finally make the feeling stick.
The validation treadmill is real, and it runs very fast.
External validation is real and feels good — and it cannot be the primary source of worth
The validation treadmill: each achievement requires the next to maintain the feeling
Self-authorisation: the capacity to evaluate your own work honestly and trust that evaluation
Building intrinsic motivation: doing good work because you care, not because you need the approval
External validation — praise, recognition, likes, performance reviews, promotions — is genuinely positive. The brain's reward system treats it as real reward: dopamine releases, the feeling is pleasant, the behaviour is reinforced.
The problem is temporal: the feeling of validation fades rapidly (hedonic adaptation), and the motivational system requires a new source to maintain the same feeling. This is the validation treadmill: the achievement that was supposed to be "enough" wasn't — and a new target immediately appears.
Self-Determination Theory (Ryan and Deci) distinguishes between identified regulation (doing something because you genuinely value it and find it meaningful) and introjected regulation (doing something to avoid shame or maintain others' approval). Introjected motivation produces anxiety, because its outcome (others' approval) is not in your control. Identified motivation produces engagement, because its motivation (genuine care) is always available.
Self-authorisation — the capacity to evaluate your own work honestly, trust your own judgement, and find satisfaction in work that genuinely meets your standards, independent of others' assessment — is a learnable skill. It begins with noticing: what do I actually think of this work? Not what might others think — what do I think?
This is not narcissism. It is the development of an inner standard that is stable — not dependent on the next round of feedback to feel coherent.
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After completing something this week — a piece of work, a conversation, an act of care — before seeking or receiving feedback, ask yourself:
"What do I honestly think of this? Not what I hope others will say. What is my actual assessment?"
Rate it privately on your own scale, against your own honest standard.
Then: notice whether the external feedback, when it arrives, changes your assessment. Or whether your internal assessment holds.
Building the capacity to trust your own assessment is one of the most powerful moves available to the pressured high-achiever.
Your worth is not in their praise. It never was. The praise is information — sometimes useful, sometimes not. But it is not a verdict. And you don't need a verdict. You need your own clear eyes. Those are developing.